• How does the membership work?

    Thank you so much for visiting my website! It means a lot that you came to my corner of the internet, whether you’re a member or just here to see the free stuff, I appreciate you. There are millions of other websites you could have visited, and you visited mine! For that I’m grateful. <3

    Have you heard of Patreon? I had one for over 3 years, but when they started becoming more and more strict about nudity I knew I needed to find somewhere else to house all of my nude creations. I choose to be completely myself, no matter what the social media overlords say about what fits into their “community guidelines.” Being myself almost always includes nudity, so you can imagine how hard it is for me to share my nude-positive creations on social media. Since I am forced to censor myself everywhere else online, I’ve created my own little piece of internet where I can do whatever I want, and that’s right here: my members-only blog and galleries!

    Click here to get a taste of the kind of stuff I share with members.

    That link above takes you to the FREE sets I’ve shared, now imagine all of the photosets and videos I’ve created and shared since 2014! When you become a member you instantly unlock all of the secret members-only blog posts (there are a ton in there already), and I add more EVERY DAY!

    Here’s the breakdown of rewards so you can choose the best membership level for your budget:

     
  • FREE ARCHIVED BLOG & PHOTOSET

    I originally wrote this for Patreon on June 12 2016. I’m planning on switching everything over from Patreon to my website (here) over the next few months and thought I would share some of my old blogs with you for FREE to show my appreciation for you visiting my website! <3

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    I experimented with rope again the other night and really like the results! I did a self tied body harness that I just made up, it was pretty fun. I’m practicing more with rope now, I really enjoy it. I’ve always been interested in rope and #dancingbearsvacay intensified my interest. I did a couple of harnesses on my sister Kitty (edit 8/20/19 she now goes by Gemini) yesterday too! I’ve made a new folder in the galleries where I’ll put all the photos from my rope practice on others. =]

    Antisocialdisposition and I are taking a 2 week trip to Colorado at the beginning of July!!! We’re going to Denver, Rocky Mountain National Park, Black Canyon of the Gunnison National Park, Arches National Park (Utah), and Mesa Verde National Park. Lots of photos and videos and hiking and camping and edibles will be happening, I am so stoked! While we’re gone I definitely still plan on posting content on here but it will most likely be only a couple of photos at a time since I’ll be posting from my phone. I will be posting more frequently than my normal once a week since the posts will be smaller. Look for a couple of huge posts after we get back and I get all the film developed!

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    The complete sets have 49 images (with rope) and 40 images (without rope), I’m sharing 14 of my faves here with you.

    Become a photo member for instant access to both of these complete sets and my entire photo archive since 2014! <3

    Post Rope:

    Become a photo member for instant access to ALL of the photos I’ve ever released!

  • Portraitmami

    Daily Photo Blog members now have access to:

    • blog post with the story behind this photoset I took of Portraitmami
    • 5 image mini set

    Photo members now have access to:

    • everything above
    • 26 image complete photoset

    Video members now have access to:

    • everything above
    • 2 minute video of me practicing handstands and cartwheels naked
    • 2 videos of me nude at Colorado National Monument (4.5 mins total)
    • a mini video tour of my van during my road trip!

    First Look members now have access to:

    • everything above
    • 15 image photoset of me taken by Drake Avenue
    • 5 BTS videos
    • a video of me walking nude down an abandoned road somewhere outside of Lake Tahoe California during my road trip
    • 2 videos of me getting into my body for energy & emotion release

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  • FREE ARCHIVED BLOG & PHOTOSET

    I originally wrote this for Patreon on June 6 2016. I’m planning on switching everything over from Patreon to my website (here) over the next few months and thought I would share some of my old blogs with you for FREE to show my appreciation for you visiting my website! <3

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    I’ve been changing my mind a lot lately because I’m scared I’m making the wrong decision. I hastily decided a few months ago that I wanted to go back to school and finally get a bachelor’s degree. I did all the paperwork and whatnot, signed up for financial aid, went to open house, started thinking about where I would want to go for study abroad….

    And today I’m cancelling all of it. My husband AD is currently a full time student taking on about 10k in loans per year and I am the one paying the bills. I no longer enjoy my job and it is so stressful sometimes I come home and just cry. Or I’ll be in such a sour mood when I come home I won’t want to do anything but bitch and complain and he doesn’t deserve that, he’s working hard too, just on calculus and physics homework and stressing out about his new research position.  I rushed into my decision to go back to school without putting a lot of thought into it, I just wanted to escape my stressful day job and make a major change. When we actually looked at our finances and how much we were about to be in debt I just couldn’t justify going back to school. That stressful job I have has amazing benefits and I have a steady paycheck. I’m going to stay but keep an eye out for a different job within the company. Or outside of the company, who knows. I’m still ready for a major change, I just don’t know what that change is yet. We are moving to a different apartment in November, maybe that will be the major change that I need. I think I need more of a change than that, but it’s at least a start.

    I got approved for 2 weeks of vacation in July so we’re going to make the most of it and go on a big trip. We’ve talked a lot about where we’re going to go and I think we’ve decided on Colorado. Unless I change my mind again. I don’t think I will but we’ll see.

    This full photoset has 48 images, I’m sharing 7 of my faves!

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  • FREE E-BOOK! 10 Meditation Tips for Beginners

    I’ve been meditating a LOT the last few months and have talked to a lot of people who struggle with it. It’s intimidating to think about having to shut your brain off and sit still in order to meditate… well, this is me telling you that’s not the only way. There are as many ways to meditate as there are people in this world. It’s more about finding what works best for YOU, not what you think meditation SHOULD BE.

    For the rest of this month this “10 Meditation Tips for Beginners” e-book is available FOR FREE in my shop (CLICK HERE!). After 8/31/19 it will be $8.88, so go download it for free while you can!

  • Archives with Stevie Macaroni

    Daily Photo Blog members now have access to:

    • blog post with the story behind this massive archives photoset taken by Stevie Macaroni (the image above features Melissa Troutt!)
    • 7 image mini set

    Photo members now have access to:

    • everything above
    • 113 image complete photoset

    Video members now have access to:

    • everything above
    • a nude video of me at Mobius Arch in California (and a clothed video too but that’s not as exciting)
    • 5 aerial silks videos of me doing Salto Dive! Sooooo fun!

    First Look members now have access to:

    • everything above
    • 23 image double exposure photoset of Notrlygrace 
    • 3 minute BTS video
    • 21 more BTS videos/clips from that day + 13 photos
    • a mini video tour of my van (that I lived out of while road tripping for 2 months)

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  • FREE ARCHIVED BLOG & PHOTOSET

    I originally wrote this for Patreon on May 9 2016. I’m planning on switching everything over from Patreon to my website (here) over the next few months and thought I would share some of my old blogs with you for FREE to show my appreciation for you visiting my website! <3

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    My mirror experiments took longer and were more difficult than I expected. Each mirror I added brought it’s own complications. Overall I had fun and though I’m not as satisfied with the images as I want to be I still really like some of them. I want to explore a lot more but I definitely need to find a new space to shoot in, my bedroom isn’t empty enough to really get some good angles and I need better light, too.

    (This photoset has 99 images, I’m sharing 10 of my favorites here, the rest of the set can be found in the member galleries!)

    I met Kaiman Kazazian once almost exactly 3 years ago when I was fortunate enough to be able to work with her since she was only in town for a short amount of time. The two of us along with several other photographers and models were all hanging out and shooting in an apartment with bare walls and minimal furniture.  It was a really quick shoot and we only got one roll but there are so many wonderful photos from it. She is kindhearted and inspiring and I hope our paths cross again.

    (This is a 10 image set, here’s 3 of my faves! The rest can be found in the member galleries.)

    Want access to these full sets, along with all of the photos and videos I’ve created since 2014?

    Become a member today for instant access!

  • Self portraits with Karolina Von

    Daily Photo Blog members now have access to:

    • blog post with the story behind this film self portrait set with Karolina Von 
    • 5 image mini set

    Photo members now have access to:

    • everything above
    • 33 image complete photoset
    • 18 image Instax set

    Video members now have access to:

    • everything above
    • 84.5+ minutes of BTS video
    • 10 short BTS video clips/boomerangs

    First Look members now have access to:

    • everything above
    • 27 image slide film photoset of Hannah Elizabeth 
    • 20 image film double exposure photoset of Hannah
    • 39+ minutes of BTS video

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  • FREE ARCHIVED BLOG & PHOTOSET

    I originally wrote this for Patreon on April 24 2016. I’m planning on switching everything over from Patreon to my website (here) over the next few months and thought I would share some of my old blogs with you for FREE to show my appreciation for you visiting my website! <3

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    There are lots of changes coming up for me, the soonest being getting rid of a huge bookshelf and cutting my hair. My mom is on her way here now to help me load up the giant bookshelf and take it to my sister and tomorrow I’m getting a lot of my hair chopped off. It’ll be the shortest it’s ever been and I’m both excited and scared. I just finished up my last self portrait shoot before getting my hair cut so of course I had to incorporate the now-empty bookshelf. Tomorrow I’ll be lighter, one less piece of furniture and a lot less hair. I’m taking a couple of small steps toward the major changes that are going to take place this year: going back to college, possibly (most likely) quitting my desk job, and moving. I’m changing and learning and growing. I’m looking forward to everything that’s going to happen this year.

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    Little did I know I didn’t actually end up going back to school and DID end up at another job I didn’t like that much… but not all plans work out like we think they will!

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    This self portrait photoset from April 2016 has 70 images total, but I’m just sharing 20 of my faves. =] This is the photoset/bookshelf I mentioned in the blog!

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  • Self Portraits with Mommy! <3

    Daily Photo Blog members now have access to:

    • blog post with the story behind this self portrait set I took with Mommy to recreate my earliest memory (this photo isn’t the memory, but it’s my FAVORITE photo from the set! I’m sure you can see why)
    • 4 image mini set

    Photo members now have access to:

    • everything above
    • 28 image complete photoset

    Video members now have access to:

    • everything above
    • 55+ minutes of BTS video

    First Look members now have access to:

    • everything above
    • 32 image photoset with Notrlygrace 
    • 18 minutes of BTS video
    • 50 image self portrait set at a hidden pool near a waterfall
    • 2x 2 minute videos of me nude at Colorado National Monument

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  • FREE ARCHIVED BLOG & PHOTOSET

    This blog post was originally shared to patreon on April 15 2016. I’m in the process of moving everything from patreon over here to my website, and thought I’d share this with you for FREE as my way of saying thank you for visiting my site! <3

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    Happy Friday! Things are usually too hectic for me to be able to post more than once a week but yay a Friday with less going on! I thought I’d share some fun facts with you:

    • Modeling for figure drawing groups/classes is super fun. Especially if I’m able to model with antisocialdisposition like in this drawing!
    • I’m a vegetarian, but a new vegetarian. I only started in September. It really wasn’t much of a change for me though since I never ate much meat anyway.
    • I have a cool scar next to my left eye from when I was 2 and jumping on the bed instead of taking a nap like I was supposed to and fell off landing on the bed frame with my face. I needed a bunch of stitches and I’m super lucky I didn’t fall any further down because otherwise I’d be a cyclops right now.-I like scars and their stories. What’s your coolest scar?
    • I’ve only moved 3 times in my entire life, once when I was 2 or 3 so it doesn’t count, and twice within the past 4 years.
    • Moving sucks.
    • This Indian food I’m eating right now is delicious.
    • I plan on getting a Harry Potter tattoo sleeve when I have the money for it.
    • Thanks to aerial silks I can do 6 pull ups in a row.
    • The first time I’ve ever been able to do a pull up was within the past 6 months. Lady muscles! Yeah!
    • I’m going back to college in the fall and should have more time for photos and traveling and exploring!
    • I already have 2 associate degrees.
    • I have a younger sister named Kitty. People always thought we were twins when we were little. We’re pretty sure we’re Irish Twins. I’m only a year and a half older than her.
    • I believe in energy and it’s healing powers.
    • I do not believe in god. I have never believed in god for as long as I can remember.
    • I carry 5 stones with me every day. They’re always different ones, whichever I feel are the ones I should have for that day.
    • I used to squat down and watch ants scurrying across the ground when I was a kid.
    • I still do sometimes.

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    Several of those ^^ facts above are no longer accurate, but it’s fun to see where I was in life over 3 years ago…

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    Enjoy this self portrait photoset I took in October 2014!