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Bloom
Click here to view this photoset of Bloom on a beach in Northern California.
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Canyonlands
Click here to view this self portrait set I took in Canyonlands during my cross country road trip last summer.
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Doubles with Rhivnnun
CAPTION FOR THE VIDEO ABOVE:
Hello! Hi! Today is March 18th, I’m pretty sure, because I think yesterday was the 17th. Today is Wednesday, whatever that means to you. I think this week is when I want to start my video blogs to y’all instead of doing a typed blog. Also, I maybe considering typing this up too because it’s more accessible to have a typed version and a video version, so I might also type it up so that anyone who needs closed captioning kinda stuff can read what I’m saying. That’ll take a while so I’m going to try to not make this video too long.I really enjoyed the video chat last weekend with the members who came. Thank you so much to all of yall who made it. It was really fun to hang out with yall and chat about all kinds of stuff! I’m really excited to make changes and updates to my website and the things that I offer and the things that I do for yall. I’ve been doing the same thing for a long time and I think that it’s a good idea to change and elevate and evolve my website along with me, because I’m changing and evolving always. So if you’re here and you expect things to stay the same forever then you’ll probably be disappointed because I don’t stay the same forever so my offerings and the things that I do here can’t stay the same forever, because then I’ll just be holding myself back and I don’t want to do that. All of the feedback I’ve gotten so far from people who have reached out to me have been that you’ve appreciated and enjoyed the changes that I’ve made throughout the long time that I’ve had some kind of membership site. I used to have a patreon and that’s no longer, technically its still there and you can see the archives in it, and I’m not making any new updates and it’s not something I’m spending time on. I’ve already evolved some and this is just more evolution for me.
Today I left my partners house, I had been staying there for several days, I think I got there on Thursday or Friday and I just came back… today’s Wednesday so it’s been almost a week that I’ve been over there. I helped him get more prepared to be at home by himself for hopefully a week. I guess I was more concerned about him than I was for myself because I’m pretty set up here with my parents and I had just gone to the grocery store with my mom, and we already have a lot of things figured out here. My partner tends to go to the grocery store every day sometimes just to get the things he needs for that day. So I was helping him make meal plans and get groceries for more than just a day and encouraging him to hopefully… well he doesnt have any control over it, but where he works is the camera store that I occassionally work at and our boss was really dragging his feet on closing to the public and just being online or curbide pickup but he’s finally going to be doing that tomorrow (Thursday). I’ve been telling him to do something like this since Saturday and he’s been really dragging his feet but I’m glad he’s at least starting this because it’s important to minimize contact with other people. Which is really hard for me and sucks because I’m so physical touch… I’m a very huggy person, I like being close to people, and that’s going to be a challenge for me. And I knew that once I left my partner’s house I probably won’t see him in person for a while because I’m going to be hunkering down here with my parents for the forseeable future until this blows over. I was sad to say goodbye to him today because I don’t know when I’ll see him in person again and I really enjoy cuddles and hugs and kisses like a whole lot. We’ve already made plans to talk to each other on some kind of video chat probably once a day or more or some kind of text or call or something once a day so I’ll be able to see how he’s doing and talk to him and all that. I’m so thankful that we have the technology that we do that connects us in this way. It’s so wonderful, if it was 1950 we’d be so isolated and it would be hard to work from home or see our friends from far away. I’m so thankful that even though this is a shitty situation, that we have ways to stay connected even if we’re far away from each other and that’s such a wonderful thing and I’m so glad we’re able to do that. So I’m home… for a while.
All of my modeling gigs for the next couple months have either been canceled or rescheduled or postponed. Right now yall are my sole source of income which is kinda scary, but it’s also wonderful because I appreciate each of you so much and I’m so glad you’re here. I would like to make this space an even more special space, and I’m really excited about the live video chats! I would love to do more of those, I definitely am doing at least one a month for all members, I might even be doing them more frequently than that. I appreciate that yall are here with me and you care about the things that I make and want to hear what I have to say and that’s really special and wonderful and affirming for me and I love you so much! I want to put even more energy than I already put into this. My primary income has been from my website for a while now, so why not make this an even more special wonderful place? I want to do more videos for yall I want to do more live videos. I will be discontinuing the daily photos starting April, so you’ll see daily photos through the end of this month and then in April you’ll just get weekly updates from me every Saturday. I might occasionally do random posts other times, but you’ll always get something from me every Saturday. It’ll probably include videos like this! I’ve already been talking for 8.5 minutes and I’ll have to caption a lot but yall are worth it. I love you!
I would love to hear anything you have to say about what kinds of things you want to see from me, anything I’ve been doing really well, anything you think I could do better. I’m totally open to any and all suggestions or requests or feedback that you have. I’m here for you! Tell me what you need and I would love to provide that! I want to do more magickal things, I want to do more community things, I want to do more healing things, so look for that from me coming soon. I don’t know what I’m doing yet, but I’m doing lots of wonderful things, I have lots of ideas, and this is just one that I’ll be sharing with you very soon.
I love you so much! Thank you for being here! As always you’re welcome to comment on this post if you want to talk to me, or you can email me at bunnyluna@pm.me, or through bunnyluna.com/contact. I’d love to hear from you if you want to say anything or if you want to say hi!
Sorry this is kinda shaky, I’m holding it with my hand. I’m kinda ok with it, if it really bothers you I can start putting it on a tripod but I love the freedom of just grabbing my phone, making a video when I’m feeling expired, and just doing it. This is already 10 minutes, I think that’s probably a max of what I should do. I love you so much! Thank you for being here! I appreciate each and every one of you so much. All of the things you’ve been sending me, emails, comments, DMs, I appreciate them all. I really value your feedback and what you have to say. Feel free to reach out to me! I’m always here! I may not respond immediately because I have a life where I’m not always on the computer. I appreciate you. I love you. Thank you so much! I’ll talk to you soon. <3
Rhivnnun with landscapes from West Virginia
Photo members: click here to view the full double exposure photoset of Rhivnnun with landscapes from West Virginia
Video members: click here to view the BTS video
First Look members: click here to view the photoset of me taken by June St Paul in Joshua Tree California during my cross country road trip last summer & click here to view the BTS video & click here to view the random selfies -
Sura with Pegasus & self portraits
I have soooo much to still share with you from the nude beach gathering I facilitated last summer outside of Portland Oregon! This set of Sura is from that day on the beach! She has such a fun, wild, and exuberant energy and is an absolute pleasure to create with. You can probably imagine how much fun she is just by looking at these photos of her with the Pegasus float she brought with her for the event!
The self portraits I’ve shared this week are from August 2018 (I have several more sets from that trip to share with you too!) when I took my first solo trip to the NC mountains. That was a time of growth and learning for me, when I first started understanding that I can do things on my own instead of having to always have someone with me to have a good experience. That trip really helped me know that I could for sure do the cross country trip by myself last summer.
CURRENTLY: Today is the 10th (getting ready early as always) and I started my period yesterday (during the full moon) and today I have been feeling not so great emotionally. I continue to feel stuck and unfulfilled and like I need more things to change in my life and I’m still not quite to the place where I know what those changes are yet. I do know that I have been gravitating much more toward doing more videos for y’all instead of text and/or photo posts, and I’m VERY seriously considering not doing the daily photo posts anymore because of the time commitment it is for me to get them all prepped for you every month, plus from my understanding most of you probably only sign on to my website once a week or so anyway. Also, you ALL have access to ALL of my photos anyway… so you literally won’t be missing much at all. I feel like I could bring a lot more value to you here if I did MORE video content for EVERYONE and stop doing the daily photos. I do enjoy doing the weekly photoset releases and blogs, so I probably will continue those.
What do you think? No more daily photo posts, and replace them with videos/vlogs 1-4x a month? Comment below or email me at bunnyluna@pm.me!
I have daily photo posts scheduled through the end of this month… the change would start in April.
Depending on how well the group live video chat goes on Sunday I may do those with you every month as well.
REMINDER: Sunday the 15th at 7pm EST is the intimate members only group live video chat with me!
I will share the login info with you HERE on my blog 5-10 minutes before the chat starts, so make sure to check back for all the info on how to join me! It will be via freeconferencecall.com (you can join on your computer/laptop OR via their app on your phone!) so make sure to give yourself 5-10 minutes or so to download the app (for computer or phone) beforehand so you can join us!
Photo members: click here to view the full photoset of Sura with a Pegasus float on a nude beach outside of Portland Oregon and click here for the full set of self portraits I took in the NC mountains
Video members: click here to view the BTS video & click here to view the nude yoga video for this month
First Look members: click here to view the photoset of me at Lassen Volcanic National Park in California taken by From the Edge Photography, click here to view the BTS video, & click here to watch my vlog on reparations -
Sura with Pegasus & self portraits
Photo members now have access to:
- blog post with the story behind these photosets: Sura with a Pegasus float on a nude beach outside of Portland Oregon and self portraits I took in the NC mountains
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13 image complete photoset of Sura
- 18 image complete self portrait set
Video members now have access to:
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everything above
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8 minutes of BTS video with Sura
- 21+ minute nude yoga video for this month
First Look members now have access to:
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everything above
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33 image complete photoset of me at Lassen Volcanic National Park in California taken by From the Edge Photography
- 8 short BTS videos
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19 minute vlog about reparations
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With Quinn Sanguine by Megan Ayn
Photo members now have access to:
- blog post with the story behind this photoset with Quinn Sanguine by Megan Ayn in Tacoma Washington
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50 image complete photoset
Video members now have access to:
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everything above
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24 minutes of BTS video
First Look members now have access to:
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everything above
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69 image complete photoset of me taken by Mandy Darling in Olympia Washington
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With Quinn Sanguine by Megan Ayn
This week’s photoset and BTS video release is from my time with Quinn Sanguine (they/them pronouns) and Megan Ayn (she/her pronouns) in Tacoma Washington during my cross country road trip last summer. I have another set on the way that I took of Quinn and Megan! I stayed with Quinn for almost a week while I was out there, and it was so wonderful to catch up with them again. We originally met a few years ago when they were traveling up and down the east coast before their move to the PNW. You might remember them from previous photosets when they were using a different name (here here here and here if you wanna check those out!). We kept in touch online while they did their own cross country road trip which was also their move from the east coast to the west coast. It was so wonderful to spend time with them again, I consider them a really close friend even if we spend weeks without contacting each other… as soon as we are together it’s as if no time has passed.
I had been wanting to meet Megan for a long time, I knew of her through social media and it was wonderful to finally meet in person! She lives just minutes away from Quinn, and before we were setting up the shoot they had no idea they were so close to each other! Megan is such a kind person and has a great upbeat personality, it was a treat to be able to spend the day with both her and Quinn. I was exhausted and low on energy that day… I almost didn’t shoot any film because there was almost not enough light, but I’m glad I found the one roll of 1600 ISO film that I brought with me. Those photos are coming soon!
CURRENTLY: I’ve been reading a lot over the last few weeks, probably more than I have in the last few years combined. As a kid I used to read allllll the time, but then once I became an adult and was working full time and married… I just didn’t take time to myself to read anymore. I didn’t really realize how much I missed it until I started reading consistently again over the winter.
I recently bought FOUR books by Charles Eisenstein, who has opened up my world and mind to so much more than I ever thought possible. He is the reason I consider myself an ecosexual. Before reading his essay The Ecosexual Awakening I had never even heard of ecosexuality, and now it’s a major part of my life. The label ecosexual gave me the space to be able to fill in and understand a lot of aspects of myself that I didn’t have words for before.
I just finished his book The More Beautiful World Our Hearts Know is Possible and I just started Climate – A New Story and wow he basically speaks directly to my heart, and it’s everything I’ve been looking for. Have you ever read a book that shifted your perspective so much that something changed inside you? That after reading it, you’re a different person than you were before? That’s Charles Eisenstein’s work for me. After being in despair looking for something to hold on to, something that didn’t crush my heart, something that felt TRUE and REAL and TANGIBLE, his words are giving me hope for humanity and the future of the planet.
If nothing else, I highly recommend watching some of his videos on youtube.
I’m not affiliated with him in any way (though if I was that would be amazing), I just love everything of his that I’ve come into contact with and I hope that his message reaches as many people as possible.
Thank you so much for reading this far, for your continuous support of me, and for your love. I appreciate each and every one of you so much. I literally could not do this without you. Thank you. <3
Photo members: click here to view the full photoset with Quinn Sanguine by Megan Ayn in Tacoma Washington
Video members: click here to view the BTS video
First Look members: click here to view the photoset of me taken by Mandy Darling in Olympia Washington -
A Variety of Throwback Sets!
These photosets have been sitting in the First Look galleries for sooo long so I thought I would share a bunch of them all at once! The images of Jordan Bunniie, VikTory, and Nadine Theresa were all taken somewhere between 2012-2017? The photoshoot for Doug Pierce‘s The Maidens Song book cover was back in 2018. Dang I have a tendency to hoard photos sometimes… whoops! I’m happy to be sharing these with you today. =]
I’ve been thinking a lot about dreams and goals and magick and community lately. They’re all big themes in my life right now and I feel like I’m grasping toward something incredible, I just can’t QUITE reach it yet, and I don’t even know what IT is. All I know is that I am doing what feels best for me, what is exciting to me, what feels like it will help the most people, what brings me joy and connection. I so often feel like I need to have a label, a list, a plan, and the not knowing can be so uncomfortable sometimes. If I think of it another way, the not knowing creates space for something new, something unexpected, something NEEDED, to come along. If I have plans, expectations, and pre-conceived notions about what trajectory my life is “supposed” to go on, then I am potentially suffocating myself with things that I don’t actually want or need. I am not allowing organic and serendipitous happenings to inform my decisions. I am struggling to swim upstream toward something that’s not completely meant for me. Instead, I choose to allow myself to not know. To make plans while also being flexible with potential changes and new opportunities. To follow my intuition based on the way things make me FEEL. This is where the magick happens. I just have to allow myself the space to let it. I joyfully swim WITH the current of my life to find my highest purpose, my greatest achievement, my compassionate heart-centered self and community.
FREE LIVE VIDEO CHAT!!!
Join me to discuss gender, ecosexuality, and self exploration through creativity!
This intimate online gathering will be held on Friday March 13th, time to be announced (have a preference? let me know!)
Is there something you’re curious about? A topic you’d love to hear my thoughts on?
Comment below or email me at bunnyluna@pm.me with all of your questions and topic requests!Join my mailing list for more updates! I’ll of course also post here, but I share a bunch of cool stuff on my mailing list too so you might as well be on there too! It’s easy to join, just go to bunnyluna.com, scroll to the bottom, and enter your email! <3
The Maidens Song book cover photoshoot:
Photo members: click here to view the image of Nadine Theresa, click here for the full photoset of VikTory, click here for the full photoset of Jordan Bunniie & click here for the full Instax photoset from The Maidens Song book cover photoshoot
Video members: click here to view the BTS video from the book cover shoot
First Look members: click here to view the photoset of me taken by ExhibitPhotoPDX around the Columbia River Gorge in Oregon & click here to view the BTS video -
A Variety of Throwback Sets!
Photo members now have access to:
- blog post talking about these photosets and my current thoughts about life and the unknown
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an image of Nadine Theresa
- 7 image complete photoset of VikTory
- 12 image complete photoset of Jordan Bunniie
- 10 image complete Instax photoset from The Maidens Song book cover photoshoot
Video members now have access to:
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everything above
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18 BTS videos & 2 BTS photos from The Maidens Song book cover photoshoot
First Look members now have access to:
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everything above
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143 image complete photoset of me taken by ExhibitPhotoPDX around the Columbia River Gorge in Oregon
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a short BTS video
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Magnolia with Celeste Call
All of the images I created with Celeste Call were taken in the span of a few hours, and this is the last set I have left to share with you from that wonderfully fun and creative day. Click here to see the other photoset she took of me, and click here to see the photoset I took of her!
CURRENTLY: I’ve been feeling off lately. One day I’ll feel totally fine, and another I’ll feel sad, purposeless, anxious, and irritable. Right now I think I’m in a weird in-between space, where I’m still doing most of the work-type things that I’ve been doing for years, but it doesn’t feel quite the same, or hold the same weight that it once did. I feel like there’s something more, something different that I’m supposed to be doing but I don’t quite know what that something is.
I’ve been making videos a bit more recently, but so far I’ve just saved them to my hard drive and then not touched them. The thought of editing hours of videos is overwhelming to me right now, and I still have some self portrait sets from last summer to go through and upload, though that doesn’t feel as scary as it did a few months ago. I tend to put off the computer work/organizing/editing part of my job more than anything else, because it stresses me out and it feels so big and is my least favorite part of being a photographer and content creator. The problem with putting it off, is that it gets bigger and there’s more to do the longer I put it off. I go through spurts of inspired and determined action, where I’ll spend an entire day editing photos or videos, and then not touch anything again for weeks. I get a LOT done on those days, but I don’t want to make myself feel like anytime I edit etc I have to spend an entire day on it. I can allow myself to just do one thing at a time, one day at a time. Things still get done, whether I do 15 photosets in a day or just 1. Just doing 1 is probably kinder to myself, and my eyes after staring at a screen so long.
I really enjoy creating, I just want to be able to hire someone to help me with the admin side of things. That would be so incredibly nice, and also give me more time to create instead of stare at a computer screen. That day will come, I know it will.
For now, I’ll keep doing what I’m doing and let myself figure it all out along the way.
Photo members: click here to view the full photoset of me taken by Celeste Call
Video members: click here to view the BTS video & click here to view the February nude yoga video
First Look members: click here to view the self portrait set from Colorado National Monument during my cross country road trip last summer & click here to view another self portrait set also from CNM