Ambivalent Ann and I went to Rooster Rock State Park outside of Portland Oregon a couple of days after the nude beach gathering (First Look & All Access members already have access to those photos and videos!) and we photographed each other. I absolutely loved this place, they had a huge section of beach there that’s nude friendly! It felt SOOO good to be in a space where we were ALLOWED to be nude instead of having to sneak around to take photos. There were a bunch of other people there hanging out nude with their friends, but we managed to take our photos without getting anyone in the background. Everyone was really nice and respectful. =]

CURRENTLY: I’m getting this post ready super early this week (Monday the 23rd) since I usually get my posts ready on Wednesdays, but I’ll be out of town for the holiday to spend time with family. Next week I plan to get everything ready early  (Monday the 30th) because I’ll be out of town again to visit even more family! I’ll probably wait to change the gallery passwords and everything for January until the 2nd instead of the 1st, so if you’re on and checking out the galleries on the 1st, the passwords listed will be the correct ones even if they still say December.

WOW time freaking FLIES! I can’t believe it’s almost 2020! What a year 2019 has been… so much has happened and changed for me! I got separated from my husband (amicably), I became fully self employed, I went on a solo 69 day cross country road trip, I chopped off all of my hair, I realized I’m non binary (and also not straight/hetero), I coordinated and lead 3 creative nude gatherings, I replaced patreon with my website, I took a social media hiatus for a month (I’m still on hiatus and I’m not quite sure when I’m going back to social media to be honest), I moved back in with my parents…

My friend Lior Allay told me that it seems like I’ve been shedding/releasing just about everything this year, and they are completely right. I’ve been letting go of so much, and it’s allowed me to make more room in my life for my true authentic self, to make more room for the things that I actually value instead of just staying stuck in old patterns.

Have you ever heard of Saturn Return? According to Wiki: As Saturn “returns” to the degree in its orbit occupied at the time of birth, a person crosses over a major threshold and enters the next stage of life. With the first Saturn return, a person leaves youth behind and enters adulthood. Here’s a good article about Saturn return if you’re curious about it.

I have been going through my Saturn return for a bit and I’m not quite all the way through it. December 19, 2017, to March 21, 2020 are the official dates Saturn is in Capricorn (where it was when I was born), but it won’t be fully out of Capricorn until late 2020 (because Saturn retrogrades back into Capricorn July 1 to December 17, 2020).

Whew, I know I have even more change coming for me next year… and I am READY FOR IT! I’m looking forward to seeing what else the universe has in store for me. <3

Photo members: click here to view the full photoset of me taken by Ambivalent Ann at a nude beach outside of Portland Oregon
Video members: click here to view the BTS video
First Look members: click here to view the photoset of Tiffany Nacke in her home in southern Illinois & click here to view the BTS video