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FREE ARCHIVED BLOG & PHOTOSET
I originally wrote this for Patreon on June 12 2016. I’m planning on switching everything over from Patreon to my website (here) over the next few months and thought I would share some of my old blogs with you for FREE to show my appreciation for you visiting my website! <3
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I experimented with rope again the other night and really like the results! I did a self tied body harness that I just made up, it was pretty fun. I’m practicing more with rope now, I really enjoy it. I’ve always been interested in rope and #dancingbearsvacay intensified my interest. I did a couple of harnesses on my sister Kitty (edit 8/20/19 she now goes by Gemini) yesterday too! I’ve made a new folder in the galleries where I’ll put all the photos from my rope practice on others. =]
Antisocialdisposition and I are taking a 2 week trip to Colorado at the beginning of July!!! We’re going to Denver, Rocky Mountain National Park, Black Canyon of the Gunnison National Park, Arches National Park (Utah), and Mesa Verde National Park. Lots of photos and videos and hiking and camping and edibles will be happening, I am so stoked! While we’re gone I definitely still plan on posting content on here but it will most likely be only a couple of photos at a time since I’ll be posting from my phone. I will be posting more frequently than my normal once a week since the posts will be smaller. Look for a couple of huge posts after we get back and I get all the film developed!
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The complete sets have 49 images (with rope) and 40 images (without rope), I’m sharing 14 of my faves here with you.
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Post Rope:
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The Gorge
This film photoset of me taken by Antisocialdisposition can be found in the June 2017 gallery.
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Three Graces
This film double exposure set I took of Stevie Macaroni, Melissa Troutt, and Nadine Theresa can be found in the April 2016 2+ models gallery.
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Portraitmami
This photoset is from the first time I was fortunate enough to photograph Portraitmami (they/them pronouns). They came over to my parents house to take photos of me and Harris (personal photos that won’t be shared online), and after they shot us I shot this roll of them!CURRENTLY:I’ve been home for a week and have been resting and recuperating from my road trip. On the 11th my mom shaved my head for me at my request. My hair is now 1 inch long!!!!!!! It’s shorter than it ever has been in my life (well, since I was a baby), and I LOVE IT! My mom shaved my head and then she did my dad’s weekly hair cut and I got a photo of my whole family nude in the back yard!I took a video of my entire haircut but it’s a little too long to upload (20 min max and the video is 24 mins) so I’ll be editing some of it down so that I can upload it for video members viewing pleasure!
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Portraitmami
Daily Photo Blog members now have access to:
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blog post with the story behind this photoset I took of Portraitmami
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5 image mini set
Photo members now have access to:
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everything above
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26 image complete photoset
Video members now have access to:
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everything above
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2 minute video of me practicing handstands and cartwheels naked
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2 videos of me nude at Colorado National Monument (4.5 mins total)
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a mini video tour of my van during my road trip!
First Look members now have access to:
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everything above
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15 image photoset of me taken by Drake Avenue
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5 BTS videos
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a video of me walking nude down an abandoned road somewhere outside of Lake Tahoe California during my road trip
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2 videos of me getting into my body for energy & emotion release
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Babel
This medium format film photoset taken by Kyotocat can be found in the March 2019 gallery.
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Bette & Tank
This film photoset I took of Bette Machete can be found in the May 2019 gallery.
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FREE ARCHIVED BLOG & PHOTOSET
I originally wrote this for Patreon on June 6 2016. I’m planning on switching everything over from Patreon to my website (here) over the next few months and thought I would share some of my old blogs with you for FREE to show my appreciation for you visiting my website! <3
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I’ve been changing my mind a lot lately because I’m scared I’m making the wrong decision. I hastily decided a few months ago that I wanted to go back to school and finally get a bachelor’s degree. I did all the paperwork and whatnot, signed up for financial aid, went to open house, started thinking about where I would want to go for study abroad….
And today I’m cancelling all of it. My husband AD is currently a full time student taking on about 10k in loans per year and I am the one paying the bills. I no longer enjoy my job and it is so stressful sometimes I come home and just cry. Or I’ll be in such a sour mood when I come home I won’t want to do anything but bitch and complain and he doesn’t deserve that, he’s working hard too, just on calculus and physics homework and stressing out about his new research position. I rushed into my decision to go back to school without putting a lot of thought into it, I just wanted to escape my stressful day job and make a major change. When we actually looked at our finances and how much we were about to be in debt I just couldn’t justify going back to school. That stressful job I have has amazing benefits and I have a steady paycheck. I’m going to stay but keep an eye out for a different job within the company. Or outside of the company, who knows. I’m still ready for a major change, I just don’t know what that change is yet. We are moving to a different apartment in November, maybe that will be the major change that I need. I think I need more of a change than that, but it’s at least a start.
I got approved for 2 weeks of vacation in July so we’re going to make the most of it and go on a big trip. We’ve talked a lot about where we’re going to go and I think we’ve decided on Colorado. Unless I change my mind again. I don’t think I will but we’ll see.
This full photoset has 48 images, I’m sharing 7 of my faves!
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Decomposing
This film double exposure photoset of Stevie Macaroni can be found in the April 2017 gallery.
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Backline
This self portrait set can be found in the June 2016 gallery.