• Maya Tihtiyas

    Video members now have access to:

    • vlog with the story behind these photosets with Maya Tihtiyas
    • 12 image complete photoset of me taken by Maya
    • 8 image complete double exposure photoset I took of Maya
    • 8 minute video of me getting into my body
    • 16.5 minute video of me lounging nude in the sun

    First Look members now have access to:

    • everything above
    • 34 image complete self portrait photoset on a desert rock in Utah from my cross country road trip last summer
    • 37 image complete self portrait photoset of formations at dusk in Utah from my cross country road trip last summer
    • 4 minutes of BTS video

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  • Maya Tihtiyas

    CAPTION FOR VIDEO ABOVE:

    Hi friends! This week I’m sharing 2 photosets, one that I took of Maya Tihtiyas (I apologize Maya if I’m saying your last name wrong!), she visited NC and came and hung out with me at my house for a little bit and we photographed each other, so there’s a photoset that I took of her and a photoset she took of me. This was probably OVER a year ago for sure, I could look up the exact date but it isn’t super accessible to me at the moment, so it’s not that big of a deal for me to know exactly when these were taken. I have a habit of hoarding photos for a really long time and not sharing them, so yeah… I don’t really know why I do that. BUT these photos I really like. I think the set I have scheduled to share is the double exposure set I took of her and I really like them they’re really cool.

    Today is a weird day for me, I don’t know, I emotionally don’t feel like super here, and my period is LATE and I’m trying to not be too annoyed or like freaked out by it, but I think that’s maybe part of why my emotions are feeling weird right now. Also a friend of mine that’s barely more than an acquaintance, like we’ve hung out twice and we used to go to the same yoga studio before lockdown, reached out to me because she has some similar relationship experience to me in terms of polyamory. She’s going through a rough time right now and wanted support and I am not in a place emotionally or time wise to be able to give her the support that she needs. We’re taught through our culture and through movies/tv shows/songs/peoples expectations that we’re supposed to abandon ourselves in order to help out our friends or the people we love or our partners or whatever, and I did that for years and years, and I’m not doing that anymore. So it was hard to set a boundary but I did it, I said “I appreciate that you trust me to hold space for you, but today I don’t have the time or emotional capacity to do justice to the kind of support that you need. Do you have someone else you can reach out to for support?” I don’t know if I’ve really ever done this before because I’m the kind of person, or I have been in the past, that has always felt like if I’m a good friend then I need to support people or help them out in their time of need. So it’s hard to set boundaries and say “hey, I know myself well enough to know that I’m not capable of doing a good job of supporting my friend right now” so I’m going to be honest with them and say “hey I don’t have it in me to be able to do this today.” And this is something new that I’ve just started being able to do. It’s not easy and it’s like… it goes against what a lot of our culture teaches us is expected from us. It sucks because it makes it really hard. And I’m not the kind of person to beat around the bush. I like to be direct and be like “this is what’s going on and this is what I need and this is the thing” and this conversation was through text so I was worried that she would take it the wrong way or be mad at me for not being able to “be a good friend” but I can’t abandon myself for anyone anymore. I’ve done that a lot throughout a lot of my life and I’m not doing it anymore. And I hope you don’t do it to yourself either, because it sucks. A lot. It hurts.

    It’s been raining for 4 days straight and I’m glad that I just took a walk because it wasn’t raining when I was taking a walk and now it’s raining again. I took a walk in the rain yesterday. I just… feel gloomy today and the weather/rain is totally matching my mood. Or I’m matching the weather, what came first, the chicken or the egg? My mood or the weather? I don’t know if I’ve told yall before but I am capable of weather magick so I don’t always know if my mood came first or if the weather came first because I’m very connected to the weather. If you don’t believe me that’s okay. But I can tell you that there have been at least 5 times in the last couple of years that it has been about to start storming, like very obviously storming is about to happen, and I have calmly and gently and politely asked the weather to please wait until I’m inside with all of my things before it starts raining and… guess what happened? I get inside with all of my things, even if I have a delay, and then as soon as I close the door it starts POURING. This has happened at least 5 times in my life. I have a relationship to the Earth and the weather and I know that I am capable of weather magick. Whether or not the atmosphere/nature wants to listen to me is a different story, but it’s like a… what’s the word I’m looking for? Uhm, I have a relationship with the Earth and the weather.

    I don’t know, I don’t have much else to say, I don’t want to be gloom and doom and make yall feel sad, because I want to be a source of inspiration and happiness and joy and education and love for everyone that I meet online so I don’t want to talk too much about my sad feelings. I know it’s really needed sometimes but I feel like since the pandemic I’ve had more gloomy/sad things to talk about than happy things to talk about so I don’t want to tip the scale in the sad direction anymore than I already have. So… I love you! I hope you’re doing well! I hope it’s sunshiney and happy wherever you are. I love you forever. I appreciate you being here supporting me, and I’ll talk to you next week.

    Video members:
    click here to view the full photoset of me taken by Maya Tihtiyas
    click here to view the full double exposure photoset I took of Maya Tihtiyas
    click here to view the video of me getting into my body
    click here to view the video of me lounging nude in the sun

    First Look members:
    click here to view the self portrait photoset on a desert rock in Utah from my cross country road trip last summer
    click here to view the BTS video

    click here to view the self portrait photoset of formations at dusk in Utah from my cross country road trip last summer
    click here to view the BTS video

    Click here for the gallery passwords

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  • FREE ARCHIVED BLOG & PHOTOSET

    I originally wrote this for Patreon on January 7th 2017. I no longer use Patreon and have replaced it with my website (here) but thought I would share some of my old blogs with you for FREE to show my appreciation for you visiting my website! <3

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    When it snows here in NC everything shuts down. Schools close early in the face of predicted snow, everyone scrambles to get to the grocery store and buy all of the bread and milk (I guess for milk sandwiches?), and we all hunker down for a couple of days while only the bravest of us with the biggest trucks attempt to venture out into the horrifying whiteness that is NC winter weather. We don’t get snow every year, but the past few years we have gotten it once or twice each winter. The worst thing about NC snow is that it’s usually accompanied by ice. There is almost always a layer of ice either below or above the snow, or both, which makes it pretty treacherous to drive or walk in. I’m usually the one complaining when people talk about predicted winter weather. I hate being cold and really don’t enjoy snow and ice. It’s pretty when everything is all white and pristine but when it snows I just want it to disappear in about 8 hours when the magic has worn off so that we can get back to our lives.

    It snowed last night (after lots of freezing rain so of course there’s ice), so instead of going to visit my parents like I had planned to I’m stuck in the house for the weekend. I’ll look at it as a good thing though, that means I have a lot of stuff I can get done! I can’t wait to show you  the newest self portrait set I just took! I’ll probably have it ready for next week’s post.

    Today I’m sharing the photos I’ve taken of NikNak & Marianna Lane. I have photos from a few different sets of each of them in the galleries for you to enjoy!

    NikNak:

    Marianna Lane:

    All members have access to this complete 25 image photoset of NikNak by clicking here.

    All members have access to this complete 29 image photoset of Marianna Lane by clicking here.

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  • FREE ARCHIVED BLOG & PHOTOSET

    I originally wrote this for Patreon on December 24th 2016. I no longer use Patreon and have replaced it with my website (here) but thought I would share some of my old blogs with you for FREE to show my appreciation for you visiting my website! <3

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    Today is Erica Jay‘s birthday so I thought it would be the perfect time to share my photographs of her with you! We worked together a few years ago when I hosted her while she was coming through NC. The images of her that are now in the gallery are from the first time we met. We worked together again later on when we met up in Nashville, all of the photos I took of her then were for Diplopia. This first image of her below (which was taken in my parents back yard) is blown up large in black and white and is now hanging in their “bar room,” which is a prominent room in the middle of their house. My parents are so freaking awesome, that room has a bunch of my photographs of nude models on the walls. <3 My dad says he has breakfast with them most mornings, haha.

    The images of Mikki Marvel were also taken in my parents back yard (it’s really pretty! Can you blame me?) and were taken while being filmed for James McMahen‘s documentary Duality. Mikki is super fun to work with and even though she also is based in Charlotte somehow we’ve only each photographed each other once!

    Kelso Deano visited Charlotte on the way home from a family vacation a couple years ago and I photographed her for both Diplopia and for nude double exposure portraits. After our shoot in my old apartment I took her to one of my favorite local places here called Amelie’s, which is a 24/7 french bakery and coffee shop. It looks like it was decorated by the Mad Hatter in a french theme! It’s super cute and all their pastries and food are DELICIOUS.

    All members have access to this complete 14 image photoset of Erica by clicking here.

    All members have access to this complete 14 image photoset of Mikki by clicking here.

    All members have access to this complete 8 image photoset of Kelso by clicking here.

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  • Doubles with Rhivnnun

    CAPTION FOR THE VIDEO ABOVE:
    Hello! Hi! Today is March 18th, I’m pretty sure, because I think yesterday was the 17th. Today is Wednesday, whatever that means to you. I think this week is when I want to start my video blogs to y’all instead of doing a typed blog. Also, I maybe considering typing this up too because it’s more accessible to have a typed version and a video version, so I might also type it up so that anyone who needs closed captioning kinda stuff can read what I’m saying. That’ll take a while so I’m going to try to not make this video too long.

    I really enjoyed the video chat last weekend with the members who came. Thank you so much to all of yall who made it. It was really fun to hang out with yall and chat about all kinds of stuff! I’m really excited to make changes and updates to my website and the things that I offer and the things that I do for yall. I’ve been doing the same thing for a long time and I think that it’s a good idea to change and elevate and evolve my website along with me, because I’m changing and evolving always. So if you’re here and you expect things to stay the same forever then you’ll probably be disappointed because I don’t stay the same forever so my offerings and the things that I do here can’t stay the same forever, because then I’ll just be holding myself back and I don’t want to do that. All of the feedback I’ve gotten so far from people who have reached out to me have been that you’ve appreciated and enjoyed the changes that I’ve made throughout the long time that I’ve had some kind of membership site. I used to have a patreon and that’s no longer, technically its still there and you can see the archives in it, and I’m not making any new updates and it’s not something I’m spending time on. I’ve already evolved some and this is just more evolution for me.

    Today I left my partners house, I had been staying there for several days, I think I got there on Thursday or Friday and I just came back… today’s Wednesday so it’s been almost a week that I’ve been over there. I helped him get more prepared to be at home by himself for hopefully a week. I guess I was more concerned about him than I was for myself because I’m pretty set up here with my parents and I had just gone to the grocery store with my mom, and we already have a lot of things figured out here. My partner tends to go to the grocery store every day sometimes just to get the things he needs for that day. So I was helping him make meal plans and get groceries for more than just a day and encouraging him to hopefully… well he doesnt have any control over it, but where he works is the camera store that I occassionally work at and our boss was really dragging his feet on closing to the public and just being online or curbide pickup but he’s finally going to be doing that tomorrow (Thursday). I’ve been telling him to do something like this since Saturday and he’s been really dragging his feet but I’m glad he’s at least starting this because it’s important to minimize contact with other people. Which is really hard for me and sucks because I’m so physical touch… I’m a very huggy person, I like being close to people, and that’s going to be a challenge for me. And I knew that once I left my partner’s house I probably won’t see him in person for a while because I’m going to be hunkering down here with my parents for the forseeable future until this blows over. I was sad to say goodbye to him today because I don’t know when I’ll see him in person again and I really enjoy cuddles and hugs and kisses like a whole lot. We’ve already made plans to talk to each other on some kind of video chat probably once a day or more or some kind of text or call or something once a day so I’ll be able to see how he’s doing and talk to him and all that. I’m so thankful that we have the technology that we do that connects us in this way. It’s so wonderful, if it was 1950 we’d be so isolated and it would be hard to work from home or see our friends from far away. I’m so thankful that even though this is a shitty situation, that we have ways to stay connected even if we’re far away from each other and that’s such a wonderful thing and I’m so glad we’re able to do that. So I’m home… for a while.

    All of my modeling gigs for the next couple months have either been canceled or rescheduled or postponed. Right now yall are my sole source of income which is kinda scary, but it’s also wonderful because I appreciate each of you so much and I’m so glad you’re here. I would like to make this space an even more special space, and I’m really excited about the live video chats! I would love to do more of those, I definitely am doing at least one a month for all members, I might even be doing them more frequently than that. I appreciate that yall are here with me and you care about the things that I make and want to hear what I have to say and that’s really special and wonderful and affirming for me and I love you so much! I want to put even more energy than I already put into this. My primary income has been from my website for a while now, so why not make this an even more special wonderful place? I want to do more videos for yall I want to do more live videos. I will be discontinuing the daily photos starting April, so you’ll see daily photos through the end of this month and then in April you’ll just get weekly updates from me every Saturday. I might occasionally do random posts other times, but you’ll always get something from me every Saturday. It’ll probably include videos like this! I’ve already been talking for 8.5 minutes and I’ll have to caption a lot but yall are worth it. I love you!

    I would love to hear anything you have to say about what kinds of things you want to see from me, anything I’ve been doing really well, anything you think I could do better. I’m totally open to any and all suggestions or requests or feedback that you have. I’m here for you! Tell me what you need and I would love to provide that! I want to do more magickal things, I want to do more community things, I want to do more healing things, so look for that from me coming soon. I don’t know what I’m doing yet, but I’m doing lots of wonderful things, I have lots of ideas, and this is just one that I’ll be sharing with you very soon.

    I love you so much! Thank you for being here! As always you’re welcome to comment on this post if you want to talk to me, or you can email me at bunnyluna@pm.me, or through bunnyluna.com/contact. I’d love to hear from you if you want to say anything or if you want to say hi!

    Sorry this is kinda shaky, I’m holding it with my hand. I’m kinda ok with it, if it really bothers you I can start putting it on a tripod but I love the freedom of just grabbing my phone, making a video when I’m feeling expired, and just doing it. This is already 10 minutes, I think that’s probably a max of what I should do. I love you so much! Thank you for being here! I appreciate each and every one of you so much. All of the things you’ve been sending me, emails, comments, DMs, I appreciate them all. I really value your feedback and what you have to say. Feel free to reach out to me! I’m always here! I may not respond immediately because I have a life where I’m not always on the computer. I appreciate you. I love you. Thank you so much! I’ll talk to you soon. <3

    Rhivnnun with landscapes from West Virginia

    Photo membersclick here to view the full double exposure photoset of Rhivnnun with landscapes from West Virginia
    Video membersclick here to view the BTS video
    First Look membersclick here to view the photoset of me taken by June St Paul in Joshua Tree California during my cross country road trip last summer & click here to view the BTS video & click here to view the random selfies

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  • Doubles with Rhivnnun

    Photo members now have access to:

    • *NEW* video blog talking about my week (and the evolution of my website offerings) 
    • 29 image complete double exposure photoset of Rhivnnun with an abandoned mine in West Virginia

    Video members now have access to:

    • everything above
    • 7 minutes of BTS video

    First Look members now have access to:

    • everything above
    • 18 image complete photoset of me taken by June St Paul in Joshua Tree California during my cross country road trip last summer
    • 3 minutes of BTS video
    • 226 random selfies

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