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Doubles with Tiffany Nacke & Antisocialdisposition
Last time Tiffany Nacke was in Charlotte I was lucky enough to create with her! We met at my favorite local studio (Flaming Chicken Studio) and my friend Scott set up all the studio lighting for us so we could take these double exposures. Antisocialdisposition used a roll of landscapes that I shot at Rocky Mountain National Park back in 2016 as the background/other exposure for these images, and Tiffany and I posed together. Tiffany and I photographed each other this same day as well, look for those in the coming weeks!CURRENTLY: I’m home and trying to balance life and work! It’s a challenge because I really want to see all my local friends that I haven’t seen in two months but I ALSO have a lot of computer/admin stuff to work on. I have 28 self portrait sets to organize and upload, 9 rolls of film I took of other people to organize and upload, and 9 other rolls of film that haven’t even been developed yet! I have so many things that I’m working on and excited about, it’s difficult to figure out what to work on first! One thing at a time, and everything will get done. <3
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Doubles with Tiffany Nacke & Antisocialdisposition
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The Gorge
This film photoset of me taken by Antisocialdisposition can be found in the June 2017 gallery.
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Archives with Stevie Macaroni
I’ve been friends with Stevie Macaroni for YEARS, she’s one of the first model friends I made when I first started modeling… I think we met in 2011? 2012? We’ve taken SO MANY photos of each other over the years and this photoset is the archive of all of the photos she’s taken of me so far. We’ve gone on a couple of road trips together (Nashville, Beaumont/Houston/Austin/Dallas) and some travel photos from those trips are in this set too. Enjoy this collection of photos from 2012-2015 ish?CURRENTLY: I got home from my epic 2+ month cross country road trip a couple of days ago and I am EXHAUSTED and OVERWHELMED. I am so thankful that I was able to go on this trip to explore and create and learn about myself, but since I haven’t been able to spend a lot of time on the computer while I was gone (I didn’t WANT to anyway, I’d rather be frolicking nude outside), I have a HUGE backlog of photos to go through and film to get developed and projects to continue or finish or START. I am overwhelmed by the large amount of things TO DO that I don’t know WHERE TO START.I want to be able to lay everything out in front of me to see patterns, connections, stories, meaning. I want to find a thread to bring all of this together. I’m not sure if there is one, and I’m sure its not NECESSARY for me to bring everything together to create one cohesive story…. but it’s MY STORY and that’s probably why I’m overwhelmed and scared to start. I don’t know what I’m going to find or realize and it’s kinda scary. What if the last 2 months didn’t make a huge impact? What if I don’t have anything powerful or important to say after I sift through all of these photos and videos? What if I procrastinate so much that everyone forgets that I just went on the adventure of my life and they don’t care anymore and I’m just screaming into the void? What if I’m not good enough?UGHHHHH I’m tired of this bullshit going through my head. I don’t want it, it’s not me, it’s capitalism and white supremacy and patriarchy that’s been conditioned into me by society. I’m going to do this anyway. I’m going to look through, organize, edit, and share my work. Even if it takes me a while to get through all of it. The only way I’ll lose is if I DO NOTHING AT ALL.I love you. Thank you so much for being here with me throughout this adventure. Your support is what put food in my mouth and film in my camera. I literally couldn’t do this without you and I am so grateful. Thank you so much <3
(the other model is Melissa Troutt)
(the other model is Antisocialdisposition)
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Roarie Yum at Durham Fruit
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Naps with Kyotocat
This film double exposure with Kyotocat taken by Antisocialdisposition can be found in the October 2016 gallery.
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FREE ARCHIVED BLOG & PHOTOS
This blog was originally posted to patreon on April 10th 2016. I am currently in the process of moving everything from patreon over here to my website, because I don’t trust patreon to continue to allow me to have nude content, but here on my website I have COMPLETE CONTROL. I’m hoping to have everything moved over by the end of the year. =]
I’m posting this archived blog here for FREE as my way of showing you appreciation for visiting my website! <3
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I’ve been thinking today about how much I love exploring and remembering all the wonderful places I’ve been. I’ve clambered up a mountain and climbed down waterfalls to find the perfect little pool in which to photograph a new friend. I’ve been soot-covered in a burned down abandoned house in which I found a death certificate from 20 years ago. I’ve spent 10 minutes just walking around a mansion to see every room, most of which were named after a spice or herb. It was large enough to need 2 staircases and had the most beautiful tree outside the front door, leaves bright yellow in October. I’ve continuously returned to the big abandoned house owned by a peacock and frequented by geese. I’ve been sunburned from not realizing how long I had been taking self portraits in a quarry within walking distance of my apartment. I’ve ran back home after a whirlwind shoot in the quarry right before a thunderstorm started. I’ve been to an abandoned 3 story college with an enormous & prominent staircase on the first floor, all of the giant windows completely broken and gone. I climbed the crooked beams at the back of the college which were mangled as a result of a fire.
I’m so thankful for these and many other amazing unmentioned places I’ve visited. Don’t even get me started on how lucky I am to have met so many fantastic people. =] <3
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AD & me by Hannah Elizabeth
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AD & me by Hannah Elizabeth
Hannah Elizabeth Antisocialdisposition and I took these in our friend Michael O’Neill‘s empty condo that he was in the process of selling. It was the perfect place to shoot: tons of natural light and lots of empty space to create in!This photoset brings up a lot of feelings for me. It was taken 2 weeks before AD and I mutually decided to get a divorce, and is the last thing that he and I created together. I really love these images and I think they’re so beautiful and painterly, but looking at them reminds me of the end of my relationship with AD, so I’m both happy and sad when I look at them. Life is so complicated sometimes.CURRENTLY:I just got to Portland today (Tuesday the 9th) and will be here for almost a week! It’ll be the longest time I’ve been in one place in OVER A MONTH! Today is day 40 on the road and oh goodness I am definitely ready to slow down a bit. The next 2 weeks will be slower in a sense but also BUSIER! I’ll be staying in the same place and not traveling quite as much, but I have a shoot almost every day for the next two weeks! I’m so excited but I will definitely need to make sure to save myself some downtime!I MIGHT even be going to the Oregon County Fair since it just happens to be the weekend I’m out this way!
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Antisocialdisposition at Durham Fruit
Wow we created SO MUCH ART the day we went to Durham Fruit!!! I took this photoset of Antisocialdisposition after he photographed me, Roarie Yum, and Mikki Marvel in this space. We had the whole place to roam around naked taking photos and it was such a great art-filled day!CURRENTLY:It’s July 1st and I doubt I’ll have access to wifi until the 6th or 7th and that’s cutting it too close for me so I’m getting stuff prepped even earlier than usual this week! I’m staying at an airbnb outside of Reno NV for the weekend to work, relax, shower, and do laundry. This coming week I have 2 or 3 shoots (waiting on confirmation for one), and will be visiting Lassen Volcanic and Redwood National Parks! EXCITEDDD but also wow this month is going to be VERY busy compared to June in terms of shoots and actually being in the presence of other humxns haha
