• FREE ARCHIVED BLOG & PHOTOSET

    I originally wrote this for Patreon on January 7th 2017. I no longer use Patreon and have replaced it with my website (here) but thought I would share some of my old blogs with you for FREE to show my appreciation for you visiting my website! <3

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    When it snows here in NC everything shuts down. Schools close early in the face of predicted snow, everyone scrambles to get to the grocery store and buy all of the bread and milk (I guess for milk sandwiches?), and we all hunker down for a couple of days while only the bravest of us with the biggest trucks attempt to venture out into the horrifying whiteness that is NC winter weather. We don’t get snow every year, but the past few years we have gotten it once or twice each winter. The worst thing about NC snow is that it’s usually accompanied by ice. There is almost always a layer of ice either below or above the snow, or both, which makes it pretty treacherous to drive or walk in. I’m usually the one complaining when people talk about predicted winter weather. I hate being cold and really don’t enjoy snow and ice. It’s pretty when everything is all white and pristine but when it snows I just want it to disappear in about 8 hours when the magic has worn off so that we can get back to our lives.

    It snowed last night (after lots of freezing rain so of course there’s ice), so instead of going to visit my parents like I had planned to I’m stuck in the house for the weekend. I’ll look at it as a good thing though, that means I have a lot of stuff I can get done! I can’t wait to show you  the newest self portrait set I just took! I’ll probably have it ready for next week’s post.

    Today I’m sharing the photos I’ve taken of NikNak & Marianna Lane. I have photos from a few different sets of each of them in the galleries for you to enjoy!

    NikNak:

    Marianna Lane:

    All members have access to this complete 25 image photoset of NikNak by clicking here.

    All members have access to this complete 29 image photoset of Marianna Lane by clicking here.

  • What is Ecosexuality?

    I just finished this livestream on my YouTube channel discussing ecosexuality!

    If you’ve ever been curious about it, watch this video where I talked about what it is, what it’s not, how I express it, and why it matters, along with answering a couple of questions and talking about my own personal experience and history.

    I livestream on my YouTube channel every Monday at 6pm eastern, I’d love to have you join me next time!

    If you’d like to join an intimate and conversation-based live video gathering, I host them every Thursday at 6pm eastern for members of my website! Click here for the tentative schedule!

  • Nude Beach Gathering!

    Photo members now have access to:

    • vlog with the story behind this nude beach gathering I facilitated outside of Portland Oregon & my current thoughts/feelings
    • 35 image complete lomo purple photoset that I took
    • 8 image photoset taken by Ambivalent Ann
    • 5 image BTS photoset taken by Shawnna Lee

    Video members now have access to:

    • everything above
    • 21 minutes of BTS video

    First Look members now have access to:

    • everything above
    • 51 image complete self portrait photoset during sunrise on the canyon rim at Colorado National Monument

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  • FREE ARCHIVED BLOG & PHOTOSET

    I originally wrote this for Patreon on January 1st 2017. I no longer use Patreon and have replaced it with my website (here) but thought I would share some of my old blogs with you for FREE to show my appreciation for you visiting my website! <3

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    First post of 2017! Thanks for sticking around, it means so much to me!

    I’ve been thinking a lot lately about where I would like to go with Patreon and what changes I can make to expand my creativity and my knowledge of the metaphysical and share as much of it as possible with you.

    I’m still mulling over some ideas but would love to hear your input! Would you be interested in different kinds of rewards? Postcard sets, sticker sets, ask me anything videos once a month, monthly one on one Skype hangouts? Please let me know your thoughts! I’m all ears. =]

     And because I love lists…  Intentions for this year:

    More traveling
    More artistic collaborations
    Learning more about everything metaphysical
    Go back to aerial silks
    Spend more time creating and less time on the computer
    Save up as much money as possible and buy a van before the end of the year (to build it into a campervan next year!)

    What are your intentions for this year?

    TODAY (April 7 2020) is a full moon, so here’s a full moon ritual I shared on my patreon back in January 2017!

    ::Full moon ritual::

    On the night of the full moon (or as close to it as you can get), think about what you would like to end, to get rid of, to let go, to release. What no longer serves you? What is weighing you down? What is in excess that you need to shake off in order to be lighter (not only physically lighter, but emotionally & spiritually)? Write down all of those things that you want to end. Make a list, write a letter, stream of consciousness, word vomit on a piece of paper, a napkin, the back of an envelope, whatever you have. Get a lighter or matches or whatever you want to use to create a fire. Take your paper/napkin/envelope and your lighter/matches outside (if there’s no fire ban in your area, please be safe, no forest fires!). Think about all those things you want to end, to let go of, to release. Light your list of all of those things and while it burns, imagine them ending, leaving, drifting away with the tiny pieces of paper that scorch and burn and disappear. Take a deep breath and let it out, all the way out. Feel yourself become lighter as those things that no longer serve you float away into the dark sky to never return.

    All members have access to this complete 104 image self portrait photoset by clicking here.

  • Ambivalent Ann at a nude beach

    Photo members now have access to:

    • vlog with the story behind this photoset of Ambivalent Ann at a nude beach outside of Portland Oregon & info about future upgrades to memberships!
    • 35 image complete photoset
    • 3 BTS photos & 1 short BTS clip

    Video members now have access to:

    • everything above
    • 13 minutes of BTS video

    First Look members now have access to:

    • everything above
    • 23 image complete photoset of Tiffany Helms on Bainbridge Island
    • 5.5 minutes of BTS video

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